my tummy is killing me. cant sleep :( i was makin my fiance rub it until he fell asleep.

i feel like crap. :(

startin new water fast tho. my in laws to be made me and my fiance go to dinner with them. as a family outting.. and his mom was staring at me so i ate like a good girl ((grilled chicken salad)) .. the cups were see through soo spittig in the cup wasnt an option. believe me i thought about it.

soo.. i am like.. 9 1/2 hours into this one. theres only one "family event" planned for tomorrow. but theres gonna be like 30 ppl there so nobody will notice if i dont eat. :)

 hey forgive me if this is wrong/ against rules.. ill white it out though... im just so excited about this recipe! . 105 calories, had it for dinner.. :)
its nothing over exciting lol, but i loved it.


cold chicken salad (or warm if u wanted it lol.

50grams cooked skinless chicken (52.5 cals to be exact)
3 cherry tomatoes (i think its like 11 cals MAX)
1 cup of lettuce - 11 cals
5 grams weight watchers garlic and peppercorn ranch sauce - 25 cals max
half teaspoon garlic (minced - 5 cal
some salt and pepper and thats it :)

lol well i loved it! haha

just made a new im for yahoo. soo if anyone wants to add me its meghanlovesethan at yahoo. feel free to add me we could trade thinspo, or just talk.

is it true that drinking green tea helps you loose weight? it's kind of random, but i read it in a magazine the other day and i was just curious if it was true or not. i drink tea everyday, usually when i get a craving for something sweet, or i feel like binging. i recently switched to green tea.(: but anyway, has anyone else heard that?

I can't believe this.
I was doing great till about 2 hours ago when I got in a huge fight with my "soon to be boyfriend"
After we got in a fight over something so DUMB, over something that happened over MYSPACE for God's sakes, I was crying.
In a bathtub with 200000 gummy worms and chowed the whole fucking thing down.
After that I had 3 pieces of Noble Romans Pizza
So much for 500 calories. I'm too scared to purge because I used to be mia which was dreadful..
Boys just fuck it up.
I was finally in the 120s too =[
I'm so scared to weigh myself, I'll just wait till morning.

And one thing that could possibly cheer me up--
Does anyone know any diet pills that are effective & is there an age restriction on buying them?

<3 T

ok soo.. i feel kinda dumb askin this. but whats the abc diet?

I go by Taylor, Tay, or T
I'm 15
I'm 5'6 1/2
CW: 129
Highest Weight: 138
Lowest Weight: 129
Short Term Goal Weight: 125
Long Term Goal Weight: 115
How long have you been ana/mia: Ana for about 2 years, used to be mia for 1 year.

Random things about you:
I play soccer & am actually pretty good at it.
I'm from the US
I am currently at my lowest weight =]]]

hmm...had a bowl of cereal this morning.
regretting it but i could have done worse.
my dad wants me to go out to eat at BW3s later.
uh...no.
I'm gonna say i'm going out to eat with Rachel, then actually go to the gym.
(:
Hope you're all well.
Thanks for welcoming me.
-Ashley

I've just uploaded 305 thinspiration photos to my iPod. :D I love looking at the before and after. :P

How's everybody?
Alice x

ethan my fiance guilt tripped me into a romantic pic nic out in his boat..

his mom got the christas pictures developed.

she framed one of me and ethan and put it on the dresser where i do my make up every morning.

i took it down and hid it. i looked like a cow next to him. my bf has the perfect body like on the skinnier side. he beautiful.

im a peice of dirt. i swear i hate my life.